Teacher's day celebrations yesterday was sorta ok i guess
the 3km walk i could do without since i was puase-ing
haha. but had a load of laughs with the girls:):)
merepek tak habis habis
the concert was not bad but some acts were just a waste of time.
PLEASE LEARN HOW TO USE THE MICS PROPERLY CAN?!pffttt..
i think shazwan's class had the best costume! when thwy came out on stage
at that point the whole school was like "hey! power rangers!power ranger!"
so the hell funny.
like budak-budak betol.
but couldn't get a picture with them though
cause had to rush off to the LT to watch the video our class made for Miss tan
i was laughing so hard by the time it ended. but it was good.
then it was off to meet my dearest boyfriend at woodlands.
WHEEEE!
lynette said i am always meeting him
hahaha! but i miss him leh. den how?
when i ask him where we were going..
he had on the same face he had when he got us lost in chinatown a long time ago!
i ws like ' I KENAL THAT FACE BIII! MUKE LOST! LOST!'
hahaha. it was nice to spend some quality time with him
just the two of us.
no fighting.
its been rough these past few days
but nothing we can't work out.
then it was home sweet home to buke:):)
OH OH OH!
i got a new student:)
actually 2 lah.
and they're twins.
primary 3.
cute right!
dinah cannot tahan.
ahahahahahaha.
(i sound evil.. -__________-")
♥Monday, August 31, 2009
♥Sunday, August 30, 2009
Halo! halo! HALO!!!! hahahah!!
Toking to baby now.. Blogging is sooo addictive!! Once eu start, eu can't stop. Thats my case..
Baby teach me how to blog and she is denying it!! Yes, eu, Dinah Atiqah Bte Azman, teach me this stuff and now i'm addicted to it!! Soooo tk MANLY!!!
Baby, I miss eu alot larh... I noe we've been fighting alot lately and i'm sorie tat i've hurt eu...
I mish eu sooo much.. I wanna hold eur hand... I wanna hug eu n never let eu go... I wanna kiss eu till time stands still... I wanna be by eur side every minute of my life...
I love eu soo much my dear..
Can't wait to see eu my princess...
♥Thursday, August 27, 2009
Mit baby yesterday. Fetch her from school even though it was raining cats and dog. I was waiting at the void deck of a block opposite tek why pri.
It was then from far i saw a somebody who is shorter than the rest of the people there. HAHAHAHAHa. I knew it was her so i came down wanting to hug her like i always do when we mit but then it cross my mind that we were fasting and no contacts are allowed. DAMMNNN!!!!
THen i feel so sad... i miss her badly yet when we mit, i cant even hold her hands...
After the emotional moment, we went to baby's house and i waited for her to get changed. while waiting i fell asleep at the stairs. sooo tired. *yawn* Baby finally get out of her house and wake me up. Den it was off to don know where. We just took the train and never alight at any station. So i decided to go to tamp coz i wanna put my bag in my house first.
After that it was off to Tamp 1 to buy we some donuts. WWHHEEE!!! J.CO Donuts!!
BII!!!!! I nga hapilly blogging den cikgu i call me and ask me to sign my INFAMOUS pink form yng panjang lyke flag pole!! Den now i 4get what i wanted to write...
next tyme i continue larh.. bye-bye!!!
MISS eu BIII!!!!
It was then from far i saw a somebody who is shorter than the rest of the people there. HAHAHAHAHa. I knew it was her so i came down wanting to hug her like i always do when we mit but then it cross my mind that we were fasting and no contacts are allowed. DAMMNNN!!!!
THen i feel so sad... i miss her badly yet when we mit, i cant even hold her hands...
After the emotional moment, we went to baby's house and i waited for her to get changed. while waiting i fell asleep at the stairs. sooo tired. *yawn* Baby finally get out of her house and wake me up. Den it was off to don know where. We just took the train and never alight at any station. So i decided to go to tamp coz i wanna put my bag in my house first.
After that it was off to Tamp 1 to buy we some donuts. WWHHEEE!!! J.CO Donuts!!
BII!!!!! I nga hapilly blogging den cikgu i call me and ask me to sign my INFAMOUS pink form yng panjang lyke flag pole!! Den now i 4get what i wanted to write...
next tyme i continue larh.. bye-bye!!!
MISS eu BIII!!!!
♥
Met Izwan and had dinner with him today.
But it felt extra special.
Being the fasting month, we can't have any type of physical contact
with each other. NOTHING. no holding hands. nah. nothing.
Futhermore regular meetings will be hard too since i'm
not allowed to break fast outside so often.
So i'm thankful now for every minute i get to spend with you.
Things will get rough this few months seeing that my exams are practically
days away.
But i know that we'll be fine.
because i trust you, and every of your words:)
After my exams we'll see each other every day k?hahas
Bi,
You need not do anything special
because your sincerity shines through your every action
You made me feel so safe and at the same time willing to take risks
because i know that you will always be there.
DAMN! ILY boy:)
missing you every minute that you're away and cherishing every moment that we spend
But it felt extra special.
Being the fasting month, we can't have any type of physical contact
with each other. NOTHING. no holding hands. nah. nothing.
Futhermore regular meetings will be hard too since i'm
not allowed to break fast outside so often.
So i'm thankful now for every minute i get to spend with you.
Things will get rough this few months seeing that my exams are practically
days away.
But i know that we'll be fine.
because i trust you, and every of your words:)
After my exams we'll see each other every day k?hahas
Bi,
You need not do anything special
because your sincerity shines through your every action
You made me feel so safe and at the same time willing to take risks
because i know that you will always be there.
DAMN! ILY boy:)
missing you every minute that you're away and cherishing every moment that we spend
♥Sunday, August 23, 2009
Its almost 2am and i'm still studying
not cause i want to but because i need to.
Not been feeling very good lately:/
Everything seems to be going wrong.
Been feeling like there's a huge weight on my shoulders.
Nothing that can be removed so easily until the end of November.
Could really use someone to give me some encouragement nowadays.
I'm not asking for a lot.
Just a little push to tell me that its okay
and a little help when i fall down.
I dunno. Been tripping a lot these past few days.
Someone who can give me strength.
Been feeling alone lately.
Not from the lack of company.
I'm thankful for all the people around me.
But just the absence of moral support i guess.
Feeling drained from all the things i have to deal with
Want it to be all over soon
so that i can get back to being normal and healthy for once.
Been feeling sick so often.
trying very hard to remain positive.
The fasting month is not helping much.
Wearing me thin so fast:/
Never been so emotionally challenged.
So sensitive lately.
Things are so difficult.
i miss my boy.
He's so far away.
i know he's busy with he's own things too
Don't want to bother him much with my whining.
He has his own problems too.
He's been good to me.
Always making me happy.
Can see he's trying very hard nowadays.
Thank you baby.
If you can see me now, i look pathetic.
Too clingy.
Need a hug badly.
or even a pat on my shoulder.
Kinda hard to feel good about myself when
the pressure is building.
Its suffocating, really.
How can i expect to look forward to tomorrow
when today seems so bleak
I dunno what the rewards are
or even of i'll taste it.
I won't if i don't sacrifice now
and put aside what is not important
Just be clear about what i need to do
Follow th plan.
Stick with it. period.
missing my boy badly.
didn't have a good talk with him just now.
feeling worse than before
cannot stand to hurt him or make him angry.
better to keep it in
because he's my damn everything
it JUST another childish and immature matter
nothing big that is worth fighting over
give and take dinah.
grow up.
not all is about you.
you know you love him.
so suck it in.
Think before talking
sometimes its just a momentary feeling
and impulsive reaction.
focus, dinah
not cause i want to but because i need to.
Not been feeling very good lately:/
Everything seems to be going wrong.
Been feeling like there's a huge weight on my shoulders.
Nothing that can be removed so easily until the end of November.
Could really use someone to give me some encouragement nowadays.
I'm not asking for a lot.
Just a little push to tell me that its okay
and a little help when i fall down.
I dunno. Been tripping a lot these past few days.
Someone who can give me strength.
Been feeling alone lately.
Not from the lack of company.
I'm thankful for all the people around me.
But just the absence of moral support i guess.
Feeling drained from all the things i have to deal with
Want it to be all over soon
so that i can get back to being normal and healthy for once.
Been feeling sick so often.
trying very hard to remain positive.
The fasting month is not helping much.
Wearing me thin so fast:/
Never been so emotionally challenged.
So sensitive lately.
Things are so difficult.
i miss my boy.
He's so far away.
i know he's busy with he's own things too
Don't want to bother him much with my whining.
He has his own problems too.
He's been good to me.
Always making me happy.
Can see he's trying very hard nowadays.
Thank you baby.
If you can see me now, i look pathetic.
Too clingy.
Need a hug badly.
or even a pat on my shoulder.
Kinda hard to feel good about myself when
the pressure is building.
Its suffocating, really.
How can i expect to look forward to tomorrow
when today seems so bleak
I dunno what the rewards are
or even of i'll taste it.
I won't if i don't sacrifice now
and put aside what is not important
Just be clear about what i need to do
Follow th plan.
Stick with it. period.
missing my boy badly.
didn't have a good talk with him just now.
feeling worse than before
cannot stand to hurt him or make him angry.
better to keep it in
because he's my damn everything
it JUST another childish and immature matter
nothing big that is worth fighting over
give and take dinah.
grow up.
not all is about you.
you know you love him.
so suck it in.
Think before talking
sometimes its just a momentary feeling
and impulsive reaction.
focus, dinah
♥Saturday, August 22, 2009
STUDYING STUDYING STUDYING STUDYING STUDYING STUDYING STUDYING STUDYING STUDYING STUDYING STUGYING STUDYING STUDYING STUDYING
STUDYING STUDYING STUDYING STUDYING STUDYING STUDYING STUDYING STUDYING STUDYING STUDYING STUDYING STUDYING STUDYING STUDYING
I MISS MY BOYFRIEND BUT HE'S NOT HERE
STUDYING STUDYING STUDYING STUDYING STUDYING STUDYING STUDYING STUDYING STUDYING STUDYING STUDYING STUDYING STUDYING STUDYING
I MISS MY BOYFRIEND BUT HE'S NOT HERE
♥Thursday, August 20, 2009
HALO! HALO! HALO! HALO! hahahahaha. First of all baby, i tk scream and eu were the one who keep on falling off and dragging me with eu. Secondly, i was juz saving eu from the zombie and the hantu wit damn big scissors.
hehehe. Thirdly, we DO NOT look lyke that MONKEY ouhkaes!!!
The two grown up idiot was lyke worse than us sei!!! They shout even louder than me and one of them was better off on the floor coz he couldnt kip to his seat!! hahahahah!! Then got the IRRITATING air gun that keep on shooting at me lyke as if it wasnt cold enuff. Baby was lyke "ARRRGHHHH!!!!! BIIII!!!!!!! HELP!!!!! ME!!!!!". HAHAHAHAHAH!! it was DAMN shiok sia.
It was fun larh bi. i want to go again!!!!
Thats all, i want to play games now.by-bye people.
XOXOXOXOXO
Izwan =)
hehehe. Thirdly, we DO NOT look lyke that MONKEY ouhkaes!!!
The two grown up idiot was lyke worse than us sei!!! They shout even louder than me and one of them was better off on the floor coz he couldnt kip to his seat!! hahahahah!! Then got the IRRITATING air gun that keep on shooting at me lyke as if it wasnt cold enuff. Baby was lyke "ARRRGHHHH!!!!! BIIII!!!!!!! HELP!!!!! ME!!!!!". HAHAHAHAHAH!! it was DAMN shiok sia.
It was fun larh bi. i want to go again!!!!
Thats all, i want to play games now.by-bye people.
XOXOXOXOXO
Izwan =)
♥
So before we start puase-ing, me and my dear boy decided to
FINALLY have thosai:):)
and this time round i managed to finish mine.
im so happy can!
cheap thrill la but i have could never finish my thosai because
its SO BIGGG.
So then we walked to Sungai Road just to see what's it about and
maybe to find harry potter vcd since we didn't get to catch it.
HAHA. fat hope but no harm trying kan?
The things are so old.Till dusty dusty.
so no harry potter.
Walked around and ended up at Bugis Iluma and played at the new arcade.
The games there are WAYYY more exciting than normal arcades.
NO more uncomfortable Daytona Seats bebeh!
Say hello to the new-cushion-seats-that-move-around-as-though-
you're-in-a-real-car-with -FERARRI-exterior car racing games:):)
GOT CAMERA SOMEMORE THAT WILL DISPLAY YOUR STRESSED
FACE ON A BIG MONITOR AS YOU PLAY!
FACE ON A BIG MONITOR AS YOU PLAY!
WAHHHH! SO EXCITING TTM!
hahaha. therefore we decided to action bedek a bit and
pretend that its real!
Then we saw some weird 3D movie thingy and decided to check it out.
Being people with balls ( not me literally)
we chose a horror screening.
BIG MISTAKE MAN!
Since it was 3D, there were ghosts walking around , zombies,
people with no heads, children with falling heads all happening
around you!cb! scaryyy!
WE ALL LOOKED LIKE THIS BY THE TIME IT ENDED!
NO POINT FOR CHAIRS!HAHA! We were falling off of them from fright!
yes, we.
Me, Izwan and the two grown man who we in there with us!
Half the time, me and Izwan were on the floor!
HAHAH.
The grown men was ducking and taking cover from the zombie people
and there was one point when one of them covered his whole face!
OH OH OH!
and they were screaming!
HAHAHA.
i thought i would be the only one. but no.
They we screaming their heads off too:):)
and Izwan did so!
although he denied it larh and said that my screaming
shocked him so it was
a natural reaction to scream too:):)
tsk. tsk.
For most part of the screening izwan would be like
'' SIAL LA BI! SIAL LA! SIAL LA!''
Those were the only things i could hear when i wasn't screaming:):)
should go try it
DAMN WORTH ITTTTT!
its a good way to relieve stress, lose your voice and look stupid with 3D goggles!
WOO! so shiok!
When we wanted to head for home, my ez-link cannot tap!
since we were broke by then we took bus from Bugis to Boon Lay.
Thank you baby for accompanying all the way:):)
ILY boy!
ILY boy!
My throat still hurting from the screaming.
♥Wednesday, August 19, 2009
'A' LEVELS IS MY RELIGION'A' LEVELS IS MY RELIGION
'A' LEVELS IS MY RELIGION
'A' LEVELS IS MY RELIGION
'A' LEVELS IS MY RELIGION
'A' LEVELS IS MY RELIGION
'A' LEVELS IS MY RELIGION
'A' LEVELS IS MY RELIGION
'A' LEVELS IS MY RELIGION
'A' LEVELS IS MY RELIGION
'A' LEVELS IS MY RELIGION
'A' LEVELS IS MY RELIGION
Got back 'A' levels MT paper today. B beybeh! Guess re-taking it was
for the best:):) thanks TTM cikgu. B pon B la. Im contented.
At least its not an ugly C.
Gotta start hitting the books really hard now.
If not i'll be a LOSER
T______________T
It kills me when i know i'm missing my grades just
cause of poor time management.
i know the content. Just no time to shove it in.
so therefore must practice, practice,practice
In about 80 days, i will own your ass 'A's!
Niwae, must eat thosai before puase time.
cannot tahan already.
Must fulfill the natural cravings we human beansss
have!
Gotta start hitting the books really hard now.
If not i'll be a LOSER
T______________T
It kills me when i know i'm missing my grades just
cause of poor time management.
i know the content. Just no time to shove it in.
so therefore must practice, practice,practice
In about 80 days, i will own your ass 'A's!
Niwae, must eat thosai before puase time.
cannot tahan already.
Must fulfill the natural cravings we human beansss
have!
♥Sunday, August 16, 2009
i don't usually blog twice in one day
but i just have to say this...
PEMBUAYYY!
I WANT MY FREAKING PHONE BACK!
CB.FUCKING LIAR.LIAR.LIAR.
BODOH. BODOH.BODOH.
SHUDUPPP.
Farid was supposed to meet me yesterday
to pass me back my phone.
Obviously, he didn't show.
Didn't call.
Didn't text.
nothing.
no surprise.
how stupid can i be to actually believe that guy?!
hypocrite TTM. can never keep to his words.
Whatever la huh..
buat suke hati kao.
pape that helps you sleeps at night.
You know what?
Just take the phone.
keep it je.
If you have no conscience or guilt,
then continue using it like its yours.
You don't want to give it back
fine.
The next time you see me..
don't bother calling me.
i don't even know you.
but i just have to say this...
PEMBUAYYY!
I WANT MY FREAKING PHONE BACK!
CB.FUCKING LIAR.LIAR.LIAR.
BODOH. BODOH.BODOH.
SHUDUPPP.
Farid was supposed to meet me yesterday
to pass me back my phone.
Obviously, he didn't show.
Didn't call.
Didn't text.
nothing.
no surprise.
how stupid can i be to actually believe that guy?!
hypocrite TTM. can never keep to his words.
Whatever la huh..
buat suke hati kao.
pape that helps you sleeps at night.
You know what?
Just take the phone.
keep it je.
If you have no conscience or guilt,
then continue using it like its yours.
You don't want to give it back
fine.
The next time you see me..
don't bother calling me.
i don't even know you.
♥
havent been blogging much
for the simple reason that i'm stressed out
and blogging is the last thing on my mind..
School's been a real killer and you can literally see
people dragging their feet.
it's THAT taxing
its just exams after exams.
and there's pretty much nothing we can do about it
expect to sit for it and pray for the best.
ironically,
praying takes a back seat nowadays.
its all about pushing yourself and eating your lecture notes.
because they are not going to reward you sympathy marks.
HELL NO
you get it right or you're screwed
and that's what the school is telling us.
ACE IT OR DIE.
no in betweens. sorry.
As for me
i dont feel like im doing enough studying though.
it just doesn't feel sufficient.
People shouldn't create grades like Cs and Ds.
it should just be As and Bs and anything less than that is a nice big U
kan senang sikit.
no false hopes.
i want to burn my lecture notes and put in water to drink.
hopefully i'll be smarter.
for the simple reason that i'm stressed out
and blogging is the last thing on my mind..
School's been a real killer and you can literally see
people dragging their feet.
it's THAT taxing
its just exams after exams.
and there's pretty much nothing we can do about it
expect to sit for it and pray for the best.
ironically,
praying takes a back seat nowadays.
its all about pushing yourself and eating your lecture notes.
because they are not going to reward you sympathy marks.
HELL NO
you get it right or you're screwed
and that's what the school is telling us.
ACE IT OR DIE.
no in betweens. sorry.
As for me
i dont feel like im doing enough studying though.
it just doesn't feel sufficient.
People shouldn't create grades like Cs and Ds.
it should just be As and Bs and anything less than that is a nice big U
kan senang sikit.
no false hopes.
i want to burn my lecture notes and put in water to drink.
hopefully i'll be smarter.
♥Sunday, August 9, 2009
i miss you through and throughbut what you said makes me
not want to see just yet
