What can we say?♥♥

i didnt know where you were

or were you even ok.

I couldn't be there for you when you really needed someone

i wasn't able to pick you up when you fell

all i could do was stare at my damn phone and wait for it to ring.

I felt helpless and worried sick

but i didnt want to know that you were ok

i wanted to see that you're ok

My head was spinning out of control; feeding me nonsense
My heart says that i'll lose you forever

And you had to say those things.

Everything came crashing down.

I knew you didn't mean it.

but it still hurts

What they all said i was came flooding back.

Why they all left..why i'am like this

Why none lasted..Why i don't deserve anyone

And they all seem to be true now:(:(

I knew it was in a moment of anger,

You were in a difficult situation

I didn't have to cry

i wasn't making things any better.

Im sorry.

I really am.

maybe i should have considered your feelings too.

i knew i should.

I was just selfish.

Just like i was before.

I just didn't know how to handle this.

I shouldnt have slammed the phone.

you were right.

I didn't understand.

not even a little bit i guess.

But i was scared.

I was thinking straight. Hell, i wasn't even thinking.

Maybe, i should just get away for awhile?

i don't want to hurt him anymore

i love him too much

because he's my everything

but i'll try,

baby,

i swear i will

Harder than i had ever tried

because you are something i cannot afford to lose

You mean more to me than anything else in the world.

izwan,ILY