What can we say?♥♥

Met Izwan yesterday after school.
Didn't feel like meeting him at first cause he
was pissed off at me.
He completely ignored me the whole day
and when i called, it was like having a meaningless conversation
whats the point of meeting when you feel like you know what's going to happen right?
i felt like i was going to lose him.
Like i knew what he was going to say.
But with a heavy heart i met him anyway.
what ever was going to happen has to happen.
even if all he wanted to say is that he's leaving..

At first we didn't talk.
i looked everywhere except straight into his eyes.
I felt like shooting myself in the head.
but then he explained to me everything.
it wasn't as bad as i imagined. Just some misunderstanding.
and he's still my BIOLboy!

So this is what it feels like to really love..
to be so damn afraid of losing your other half
that your day becomes a living hell.
but its all worth it.

ok dah.
dah abes emo dah.
so then then..
we went to Long John Silvers for lunch
and BIOLboy played the meanest most evil trick in the whole wide world on meeee!
He will distract me by saying something completely stupid
then when i was whale whale-ing away, he'll split my straw in half.
MEANIE! how to drink like that?!
so i took a video of how that selege did it because i was QUITE impressed.
hahah
quite je.