What can we say?♥♥

Someone just shoot me.
i beg you.. Just pull the trigger.

i was a bitch.
i shouldn't have acted up and cried.
yes, its not all about me.
i realised that.
thats why im apologizing.
But how could you just IGNORE it.
I-G-N-O-R-E it..
i'm trying baby.. i really am..
but i feel so hurt now.
its like what i say don't matter to you.
not even when i apologize.
and then you'll say that i always hurt you
and that i will always walk away scott-free
when i hurt your feelings, like i dont even care.
its not like that.
i do care.
tell me baby.. when you don't like the way i act.
i'll listen
i'll change.
and i won't do it again.

i understand you want to spend time with your friends
and that it cannot always be what i want.
i know that now.
so ill compromise.
i'll be whatever you want me to be
and go where ever you want me to go.
i'll do whatever you want me to do
and i'll put you first..
just give me time to adjust.

like i said..
i'll be fine.
i can take care of myself.

i won't be getting any sleep tonight.
Today's the most horrible day of my life
i fucking hate myself.
Why do i keep doing this.
repeating all my fucking mistakes
and making people fucking hate me.