Its hard to acknoledge the fact that we had alot of misunderstading...
Bi, eu had to know that i don wan this to happen too...
It juz did... We juz have to be patient baby..
Its not easy for me too...
If i could juz cry... that will make it alot easir...
Atleast it shows that i haf feelings too...
All the anger... the hatred has begun to take its toll...
Here i am.. burying all my feelings..
Juz living this life... turning the page one at a time....
Wondering when am i going to explode...
I'm no different than a floating box of doom....
I want to make eu happy so badly that i've begun to lose control of my thoughts..
When i'm with eu i feel so alive... No worries... No problems...
Juz haf to think bout eu...
Now that eu rare far... Things are different...
I'm slowly losing my sanity to the darkness of my heart...
I juz want to destroy everything...
Juz let everything burns...let everyone scream...
Burning their life... burning my dreams.....
All of this pain... all of this hate...
Burn it all down... as my anger rage...
I'm sorry for hurting eu...
I didn't mean it..
Its not that i'm spotting eur mistakes..
Its juz me... my side that wants to hate...
I'm superior not becoz of me... its due to me being cold and harsh to people...
Till no one dares to go against me.. I haf only 1 fren who is willing to stand by me...
Even tho i treated him lyke trash... he is still willing...
When i met eu then i realize what a jerk i am...
I'm sorry for the way i've treated eu... please give me some time...
Its all i need.... time... to make everything better...
I'm glad that eu r far.. but nt happy...Atleast eu won't get to see my ugly side...
The side which i've supress inside of me for a long time...
I still love eu baby..
Nothings change..
The only thing that has change is that my feelings is getting deeper and deeper for eu...
Whish i could be there to console eu ryte now...
Tell eu that everything is fine...
To wipe eur tears...
To hold eu.. kiss eu.. hug eu...
To be with eu...
All i want is a simple life..
A life with eu by my side...
Love eu till the end of time dear...
If only i can show my love towards eu...
The reaction upon the affection eu have towards me...
Things are going to be fine...
I promise..
